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Officially! Goodbye WordPress

I uploaded some pics and posted them in this post just now but they appeared in the resolutions which is like effing canvas big. Irritating! Cause I already resized them but they’ll still appear like that. Imma fix that problem later so now let me blog about something else.

Aaaaah, we got our Common Test results back today. Was happy and sad at the same time. Let me list down my usual results(-ish)

English – C5 to B4
Maths – F9 (This is classic okay, never passed maths in my entire Secondary schoo life)
Malay – C6
Science – B4
Art – F9 (Insert huge sad face here, its not because of quality but quantity)
Combined Humanities – F9

So the results I received today were…

English – C5
Maths – E8
Malay – C6
Science – F9 (Big disappointment here, my brother is so gonna kill me when he finds out)
Art – B4 (Finally!)
Combined Humanities – B4 (Finally!)

So as you can see, my Science went from a B4 to an F9, while my Art and Com. Humans. both from an F9 to B4. That should explain my mixed feelings, no? I also heard that I was one of the few who passed English in my class, my class only had 3-4 that passed English. Omg Classmates, please buck up! We must prove all of their estimations and beliefs that 95% of the class will retain next year, wrong!

Le Sigh I really need to buck up my Science and English now…

I really wish you’d stay away from my boyfriend, girl. Yes, I did blog about you previously. But I respect your dignity and I didn’t put down your name. So please, stay away from my boyfriend. I’ve had enough of your flirtatious acts. It may seem nothing to you probably because you’re used to doing so but just do it to other guys and not mine. Okay? Hati aku cukop sakit ah beb. Harap kau paham ah. Kalau kau maseh buat perkara taik ni semue, dah nampaksah kau sengaje. Aku tak kesah die “cume kawan je pe” because I’m the type of girl who don’t buy that kinda bullshit like most stupid people would.

Figured I’d blog in malay because some people really cannot understand what I’m trying to say.

I love my bucuk, you know? <3 Had a heart-to-heart talk again, and this time I’m really glad he respects my decision, thoughts and feelings. I just hope nothing gets in our way anymore and neither I nor he will do something that will cause disappointment.

Hahahahaaha have you seen these bitches who bitch about other people behind their STUPID PRIVATE BLOGS!? Its sooooo stupid!

Oh whatever. I gtg now. I need some sleep Been lacking of sleep nowadays……

Ohh btw I’m in a band again. Haha! I hope this time we’ll last…

HAHA guess what Bby and Faqeh just left. Bby texted me to look outta my window and I saw Bby and Faqeh waving frantically like they’ve never seen me for the longest time. It was mad funny I tell ya! I’m so glad my parents and all are asleep cause they were making so much noise LOL. Bby looks so cute in his new Wayfarers <3

I saved my post about my trip to Batam as draft as I've not finished it yet. So look out for it! Takecare!

I’ve been wanting to post about this but kept on forgetting -.-

Well anyhow, Paramore’s new album Brand New Eyes will be out on September 29th! (My birthday is on the 28th, how effing awesome is that!?)

I’ve been listening to some of their new songs and I love “Ignorance”.

“The same tricks that; that once fooled me, they won’t get you anywhere. I’m not the same kid, from your memory. Well, now I can fend myself”

So true.

(P.s/ Butterflies really freak me out. Especially the one that’s on their new album. But oh well!)

Okay I’m off now I have yet to start packing…

Bye!

Okay bye

How the hell do I continue with life with all these insults and critics around me?

People, let these critics and insults bring you higher. Like what they say, it does not kill you, it only makes you stronger. To HELL with these people who hate you. To HELL with these people who ain’t gonna stop talkin’. Because at the end of the day, you know who’s right, you know who’s wrong. You know who’s wearing the fake Chanel, and you know you ain’t gotta talk much cause you’re holding an authentic one. Get whut I mean? There’s really no use if these people insult as much as they want, but they’re absolutely FAKE.

They BRAINWASH other people to make the rest have a bad impression on you. They THINK they’re more superior. Beauty is just skin deep.

And when you’re in a fight, they think they’re right, they think they’re not in the wrong. They act all innocent. They wanna let others know about that too. But deep inside, everything’s ROTTEN.

Prove them wrong in times to come. I love ya’ll.

(Uhm, when I said that I only meant those who are ORIGINAL AND STAY TRUE TO THEMSELVES)

Trust me, I’ve seen people who say they own their own originalities (but they say “owe” instead of “own”, which doesn’t make sense at all -.-) but WHAT!? They still follow the rest.

And some say “I’m not a follower but I’m a starter” but they wear the camera bag and whatever shit people nowadays use when someone else started it first.

Umm, pathetic much?

I ordered a couple of stuff from E.L.F online a month ago and I’ve been waiting for my loot for ages. (Okay actually just a month as shipping takes 1 month) but still!?

And guess what!? E.L.F gave me the WRONG STUFF. They gave me a Complexion Brush instead of the Powder Brush I wanted. Effing pissed I asked for immediate refund *scowl*

And now I’m searching for another E.L.F Spree. So Aina found for me one. And I filled up the order form and tried to follow THEIR calculation method and I have to pay a WHOPPING 22BUCKS when I can actually get the stuff I want for $15 (just that I can’t wait for the usual online shop to finish processing and start another spree) WTF!?

Like, are you serious?

Come on… why do I have to blow another $7. Sheesh!
I am soooooooooooo pissed. These kinda people who are so bad at business should really go shit on their own heads or something. A-hole.

And about my Dad. Remember I mentioned about the Taxi driver saying that my dad was speeding? Well, you know what? When the police asked him he said HE COULDN’T SEE MY DAD.

Once again,

Like, are you serious?

If he couldn’t see my dad I wonder how he saw the text and whatnot on his phone that he was fiddling with when the rest of us panicked. Hah, first speeding, now, partial-blindness!? The police ought to confiscate his license or something. Old dumbfuck. Go home and teach your grandchildren how to play blind mice or something!

Oh damn it, there’s school tomorrow. I can’t wait to graduate and fight my way to Cosmoprof Academy. (I hope)

BYEEE!

*edit:

Hehe! Was chatting with Suffiah and Shah and recalling the past when we fought like hell just because of 1 guy (Shah) OMG LOL LOL SO FUNNY. Suffiah gadoh mcm Minahrep you know. HAHA! Jkjk

edit: 9:o3 PM

Okay, I’ve cooled down abit and here I am to blog about what happened. I was using the computer when suddenly someone came ringing the doorbell for a million times. Well of course, I got sooo annoyed and opened the door violently. I was about to shout, “NO ONE’S AT HOME!” because I thought it was a salesman but I saw my 6th-floor-neighbour standing there with a panic look on her face. And she told me that my dad got into a road accident at the junction near the church that’s near my house. I didn’t say anything cause I got soooo speechless and I ran to the phone to call my mum. But my mum’s number was busy, most probably because alot of people were trying to reach her as well.

I ran to the scene and when I caught a glimpse of the accident from far, my blood sugar went down rapidly (I have low blood sugar just so you know) and I started trembling and I ran as fast as I could. I pushed through the crowd and shouted “Papa!” because I was just so shocked to see my dad lying on the road with wounds and bleedings. His shirt was torn and he had a big wound on the side of his heel. He was slightly unconscious as he only answers a few questions and closed his eyes often now and then. His left arm and right leg were numb. I am so lucky and thankful that the people in my neighbourhood are very nice. An aunty was trying to clean the wound while a young lady used her bag to use it to rest my dad’s head. But the aunty was supposed to apply pressure to the wound to stop the bleeding but instead she kept on pouring water on it and dabbing it with tissue. I only managed to say “What the fuck is she doing?” because you NEVER know what’s in the water (bacteria, etc.) but I kept quiet after that because I thought that that was better than nothing. I used my lap to rest his head after that. I really didn’t know what to say or do as I watch the rest calling my dad “Selamat” (its SALUMAT, actually) and asking him if he’s okay, etc. I was also glad that my brother wasn’t out yet at that time and he also came down.

The accident: My dad was about to turn at the junction when a taxi came and hit him, causing him to flung out of his motorbike. I guess he couldn’t see him or something but I really have to say that the taxi driver is fucking stupid to NOT see him and hit him. Or maybe he just couldn’t wait to get his turn. And the most stupidest thing about this old chap? He relek one corner  (didn’t do anything) while everybody was tryna help out and stuff. Grrrr! Damn was I pissed.

And the aunty (the one that cleaned my dad’s wound) was a kanchiong lady and kept on talking and talking and ordering people around. All of us got pretty annoyed and I felt like slapping her face but when my mum came and cried she hugged and consoled my mum so she was atleast useful, right? And they told me to carry some stuff home first and she was like “Be careful okay watch out if there are people following you… blablabla” Hmph. So she thinks I’m 6 years old or something. FINE THEN.

So I went home while my brother settled some stuff with the police.

And now, dad’s home, with my aunt and uncle and my mum. They’re talking in the dining room and you know what got me SOOOOOOOOO MAD!?!?!?!

THE TAXI DRIVER SAID THAT MY DAD WAS SPEEDING! HE SAID MY DAD WAS SPEEDING! What a STUPID EXCUSE! I KNOW MY DAD WASN’T SPEEDING! My dad is a very good driver. Ask my boyfriend! He didn’t see us walking together on a pathway the other day because he was concentrating on the road. He always does! I fucking hate him! I hope the cab company will get cursed or something and their business will be bad. I hope the taxi driver will be thrown outta the job! I hope his family will all die!

This is how the stupid cab looks like. DO NOT TAKE THIS CAB I TELL YA. DO NOT TAKE THIS CAB!

My dad is a strong man and I love him <3 In fact, he's laughing while talking to the rest now Alhamdullilah.